It is a destiny to be a mixture year.

After being excited by the white wine, red wine, one bottle of kingway beer and several cups of red tea, I felt peace in the grave melody.Anyway, it is " I felt..."

I can not hide the  roaring and unnamed feeling in my deep heart, especially in the beginning of a  new year.  I have my own passion and my own dreams what I want to realize them soon.And I am not patient enough for the day, although I understand  everything needs time.  Calm down, think carefully, and make final choise. May my gamble become a winning game? Bless me please, no matter you are the God, the Buddha,Laozi or Marx!!!! Show me your power!!!

 

Nevertheless,I am happy now. In spite of that I appear to be in a sad tone, I am sure I have nothing to be worried about. It is my writing style, just as my smile when I chats with you. Therefore, do not be worrid about me ,my dear friends. I am certain that i will be OK.

 

It is the first day of OX year.It is the first "Shi Chen" for chinese.  I say,

"Dear all, good luck in 2009!"

Again, time comes to the day to summarize the passing year.

Like before, I feel empty after reviewing my life. Still nothing changes.And the pace is settled by the Mighty One as before.

Years after years, days after days, we are growing older. Some get what him or her wants, but most of us are still wandering outside of the promised land. I am one of the majority. We comfort ourselves by telling ourselves that we are cloing to our dream. However, we will never know it is ture or not, unless the day comes.

Steps by steps, we can make history. Or history makes who we are. Treasure every opportunity we have. I am sure every seconds counts, then I should not be sorry for the plain days. 

 

No more slogans, no more complains. With smiling and hope, I am saying hi to the OX year.